SaD gIrL'z PrAyEr

dear go...for i have sinned...forgive me for the truoble i been in,pain flows trough the back of my mind.as i lay down to rest in my bed the gangster life here for me...being with the homies is a lot of fun,but left alone in another hood,the only thing left to do is run...god give me the strength to live the day.so that 3 bullets wont leave me on the ground to lay...go i know my parents love me with all there hearts...but when i go and do sin.all it does is tear us apart.i fear for my life wheni go out at night.wether or not i survive the next gang fight.when i was in the sT's i try to act like a mac.but now adays i have to learn to watch my back.as i leave the house i wave goodbye.i then see a tear drop run from my jefitas eye.i want to stay home but i dont really try.but when im on the streets i wonder? if ill survive the next drive by.

when i listen to bob marley im reminded of my homie dreamer.i wish he could of had 80 more years.but wheni look back at all it just brings more tears.as i close my prayer and let you in.so you may forgive me your heavenly father for i have sinned....amen